I awoke this morning to my disappointing bed and breakfast that I am forced to stay in due the sheer lack of funds I have for staying anywhere nicer, and because i need to travel halfway across the country to find a space some directing work….
I awake to an exceptionally early breakfast and intended to go back to bed but was already wide awake so decided to do a little work in my room and heard some good news about some funding for a show in a little country called Norway, that I won’t mention more about as I’m sure you’ll hear more about it soon.
After talking with Signhild I was in a very happy mood and realised that I have been in this city for 3 days already and haven’t once looked around it, so I started to walk, noticing that it’s an exceptionally cold day, I followed the crowds hoping they would lead me to the city center which it did. I arrived and discovered that leeds like every other british city that got hit heavily in the war has many buildings with historic facades but inside there is just another WH Smiths or a Boots or a Next… so to perpetuate the commercialism I am writing this sitting outside a Starbucks.
I decided to sit here because through the hustle and bustle that I realised was made up of people’s heels hitting the floor rather than any particular conversation (which I won’t read into or I’ll never get to my point). Through all of this noise I heard someone signing one of my favourite songs from the center of a large square.
So here I am sitting outside a Starbucks in the cold, listening to this guy who’s pitched up with a guitar a microphone and an amplifier. He doesn’t hit all the high notes and most of the people don’t listen or don’t care or even worse just try and ignore him and pretend he’s not there but he still thanks everyone after every song and smiles as the people go by and sings as hard as he can because he knows that satisfaction isn’t made up of making Wembley sing along he knows that he’s working as hard as he can at a job that he loves and that whenever someone drops some coins into his guitar case he has earned it and has made a small change to someone’s life.
I woke up this morning into a bed and breakfast that I chose because I wanted to travel halfway across the country to do something that I love doing, and even if it’s not the National Theatre and even if only one person sees it I am going to work just as hard for them.
I don’t have much money and I don’t have any stability or any security, but I have a job I love a woman who loves me, friends who would cross continents for me, the gratitude to give more back then I am given and the wisdom to know that these things are important, in this way I am the writer of my destiny.
To show my support of his work I bought his CD, and if you’re interested, his website it:
www.jonnywalker.co.uk