This is gonna take some work

Lost.

I have lost the light
By my own hand it left my side
My own doing
Led me to darkness

I am vulnerable
I am missing my shield
Open and cold
Out in the void
The memories are everywhere
And they are too good to be forgotten

I have lost something. I drove away someone who had been closer to my heart than anyone else. How can I ever repair the wound I have caused. How can I ever be forgiven?

Where is the light?

I will need some HelP with this…